Not sure where to start, Part 2

[wishing, hoping]

This afternoon!!!! H told S he Would talk to me about it but he never did until this morning because he knew I would be against it! This is underhanded and sneaky and totally disrespectful. I am so angry.

That's just it we aren't even separated! I feel like he is either trying to ease his guilt of missing S's soccer game two weeks ago of else trying to replace me as his mom. They are supposed to go launch a rocket but it is windy and rainy so that isn't gonna happen.

My head is spinning and I feel nauseated. How am I ever gonna get through this!!