NRTS (Not Repairable at This Station)

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Kaffe! You are funny! I think he is too lazy to move all his stuff back into the master bedroom. I have to sign to sell the house, too.

The Swinger's party might happen....... If H can get rid of S22.....

H has moved to showing complete contempt for me. I spent this evening in a different room than him, finishing the quilting and then trimming and machine sewing on the binding for my quilt. I'm down to the tedious part, I have about 10-12 hours of hand sewing to finish the binding and attach a hanging sleeve to my quilt for the show.

Right when the show he was watching was over I came into the family room to put my quilt and hand sewing supplies where I could get to them. The sewing room is pretty close to the bedroom H is sleeping in, it has a door onto the jack and jill bathroom. I always get up earlier than H, so I was putting stuff where I wouldn't wake him up in the morning.

He said bulk pick up was Monday, can he put all the boxes in the garage out for pick up? I said no and to stop trying to get rid of my stuff. Then he started naming all the stuff he wants to get rid of. He grumbled more. I told him if he wanted to work with me on it we could load his truck with a load for goodwill, but that he had to quit just moving stuff around and then expecting me to be happy about it.

He also said to me in a very wierd way "What do you plan on doing tomorrow?" I told him I was finishing the quilt. And then asked why he asked. He said he wondered did I have someplace to go. I guess he noticed me leaving once each day the last two weekends.

I'm not telling him I bail out of here when I get the overwhelming urge to talk to him/tell him off. Because knowing we are done and accepting it are two different things.

H was also critical of my eating my dessert at a different time than him, how much I ate (Too much in his opinion), and of how loud I was playing the TV. (Sorry...... some songs require more volume)..... mose especially ones that say:
Boy you sure look good there standin' in the doorway in the sunset light
Maybe I read you wrong thinkin' you could be my Mr. Right
I was puttin' my heart and soul on the line
Said you needed some time, just a little more time to make up your mind
Well it's been long enough
Time is up

Bye bye love, I'll catch you later
Got a lead foot down on my accelerator and the rearview mirror torn off
I ain't never lookin' back. And that's a fact.
I've tried all I can imagine
I've begged and pleaded in true lover's fashion
I've got pride, I'm takin' it for a ride
Bye bye, bye bye my baby, bye bye



I've been listening to Traditional Country and Country Hits on the Sonic part of Direct TV. What a great way to desensatize your heart. Although every now and then one still makes me cry. Sometimes when I'm listening to sad broken heart songs I just want to laugh. If you listen to music you would just think all the world is about getting your heart broken.

That darn quilt was fighting me every step of the way. I had to pull out so many stitches. I did have an inspiration for a sewing machine accessory. Maybe I can get one of my mechanical friends to help me create it......

It isn't helping that I am coming down with something. I have been around everyone all around me each being sick about 3 times. Guess I had to run out of luck at some point.

Tomorrow will be a good day to sit and sew that binding.

Goodnight!