Friday's must be my backslide day. My H sent me yet another email regarding the house. I called for clarification and it turned into a battle with him saying "you're crazy" and "you're lying." Looking back that's how he handled a lot of our tough conversations along with saying "you're too emotional." Why the put downs? I was being cordial to him and he started attacking me because I misinterpreted some information.
I could kick myself for starting in on his dating next. I've been sick about it since he told me a week ago. I again asked him if he was seeing any one seriously and he said no. So in others words, he seems to just be looking for sex partners which was the jist of his on-line profile that I found in December. I'm fully aware that it could all change if he met someone that he connected with. I can't even go there. I told him that I didn't want to discuss our relationship, but that I would continue to hope that we will reconcile unless he tells me there is no chance of that. I know, big mistake. There were no tears this time, though, so that was an improvement.
