Things are looking up again today. H is in a better mood, more affectionate and silly with me, which is great. I always said to him, "One of the best things about being married is having someone to be silly with!" We tend to be foolish people when we want to be. He didn't sleep in the bed with me last night as the sheets weren't dry and he wanted clean ones (which I agree with), but we're going to sleep together tonight. He actually kissed me goodbye this morning.

I think a lot of it has to do with his new job. He feels better having a reason to get up in the morning and go out. He has less time to focus (read:obsess) about his depression and anxiety and it provides a nice distraction.

I'm just hoping this lasts and it all doesn't come crashing down...


M:29
H:30
M:2.5 years
T:13 years
No kids
EA:11/2011
PA:01/2012
Bomb:02/2012
H starting another EA, I had enough and we seperate: 03/08/2012
Trying to decide what I want for a change...