Today is gonna be a good day. I can feel it! We are having a Cinco de Mayo (even though it's Star Wars Day) here at work. Lots of good food and festivities. : ) I even celebrated early and make taco bake for dinner last night.
Yesterday did a 180 for me and wore a dress to work. I always wear pants. I am just not really a dress type of person. I even wore it do make dinner and clean around the house. Felt kinda June Cleaver-ish, but I did not wear pearls and I kicked off my high heels. LOL! H didn't say anything about how I looked. He never compliments me anymore. But I didn't care. I knew I looked good and I know he knew I looked good too.
Anymore he just comes home, sits in his chair and sulks. Yesterday he played with his iPad like usual while I made dinner and helped the kids with their homework. Finally I thought this is ridiculous he can help out too. So I sent D over with her reading assignment and had her read it with daddy.
Strange thing. He got his work's employee newsletter and his name was in it and he showed it to S in front of me, but didn't show it to me. I asked what it was for and he told me it was for the award he had won a few months ago. He acted like he didn't really want to tell me. I asked him what he had done with the award and he told me he has it in his office. I asked if he had hung it on a wall and he said no, he just has it on a file cabinet. I told him he should be proud of it and hang it on the wall.
I just find it odd that he is pushing me away so hard. He doesn't want to talk to me about anything. I just don't understand it. But I give him his space. I don't pursue and I don't ask unless he brings something up. But we don't talk about anything except the kids really. I guess I just need to give it more time but it's hard not to get discouraged.
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
