As far as feeling up and down each day, never knowing where your emotions will lead... That's exactly how I've been feeling, so I guess it's normal. Some days I'm optimistic that things will work out in the end and other days I think I should just give up and resign myself to the idea of divorce. Don't do anything rash and just keep trying.
And.... Do not do anything based on "emotion." Step outside the emotions and do what's best for your children.
Me 53 XW 50 M 18 Years +2 S14 D19 Bomb 10-24-10 Served 1-27-11 Mediate 4-21-11 Civil D Final 6-2-11 No church anullment "A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."