H may be doing nice things because he's sincere... maybe it's guilt.. the reasons may never be revealed. analyzing and trying to figure him out will only drive you crazy.
love is a choice. given the situation.. what do you choose to do?
you are an amazingly strong, beautiful woman. i don't even need to see a picture to know that. focus on yourself. and try not to worry about what he's doing.
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BF, thanks for stopping by. I need to stop analyzing (I majored in Computer Science. That's what I do. LOL)
I am choosing to love. I just need to choose it in a detached way. I need to also do a better job of focusing on me. I have always been bad with that!
In other news, apparently H and I are going to the movies together. Either tonight or tomorrow. He hasn't actually asked me, I think he knows I want to see "The Avengers", and assumed we'd go together. Last night, he asked me if I could do 3D movies with my vertigo. I said I wasn't sure. I'd just have to try it.
We haven't gone to the movies together since before the bomb - like December! Stay tuned!
