In reading your previous posts and now your more recent ones, I don't think I've ever read anything about you looking in the mirror and owning your part in the breakdown of your M. If you did, I apologize for missing it.
My posts go back more than two years. If you search my user name you should be able to see all my historical posts. No need to rehash everything here. This has been an extremely powerful and humbling experience...to say the least.
Thanks for your feedback. I like what you have to say.