Another thing I feel is, if I neglect to look after our new born that is the initial stage of the problem.
When the problem arise, my parents and her parents get involve and things got worst. Now my relationship with her dad is bad. I you ask me to apologise to him, yes I did and not one but twice. He just don't want to accept.
The last time I ask her to come back, she said now I have make the situation like that already, are you happy? How will I be able to go back again like that?
I am really really sad. I stay alone in the big big house we once have dream at but now I am the only one in there. I feel depress at time. I can't concentrate at work and I am always here during office hour looking for help
