MrBond, I am pushing her farther and further away. In fact wednesday is where she called me to talk about our boy but I screw it. Yes I would still want her to be back but my mind and heart don't speak the same langauage and it keep messing things up.
For physical changes, this might involve $$$ and as she do not want to see me yet I will have to do it later. I am about to go out of job soon
