I"m trying to keep the positive thinking going. I tell my coworkers every day to think of something good in their lives when they are down on themselves.
I feel it's just so hard in our situations because it just feels like the rug has been pulled up from under us. I also feel though that I should be better off than I am, because my H has been out of the house for almost 3 months and we've had VERY little contact (saw each other 5 times, texted maybe 20 texts back and forth, and talked on the phone maybe 5x) and NOTHING for the past 3 1/2 weeks!
I am no longer thinking about him every minute of the day, but I still do think about him and wonder what he's thinking. I just miss my old H and miss the good times.
I am doing more GAL activities and trying to better myself. I just don't know how much longer I can go on like this...being rejected from my H, who not too long ago couldn't wait to hold me at night!
M: 27 H: 28 T: 8 yrs M: 6 yrs Sep: 2/18/12 (I have no feelings for you!) EA/PA Uncovered: 2/26/12 H introduces OW to his fam: June H moves ALL stuff out: July
