Thank you guys so so much. To hear all your kind words makes me feel stronger.
I am the alt so I do keep up with things but am afraid to post cause it's linked to my true identity. Guess I need to create an alt for the alt.
I am proud of myself for how I have handle these tough times since September. When I was in my early 20s I went through a bad break up and used it as an excuse to drink and smoke as many cigerattes as I could. I feel like I am dealing with this head on.
Also I have been so worried and anxious about telling my neighbors about my sitch. But I figured out today that I would be okay with my mother telling my neighbors and then people would just know and I wouldn't have to tell them. That would be a relief to me.
Thanks for the love!!
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13