JKS I know this stuff is painful and it totally suxx. But you've got to get a grip! I'm sure you've seen it posted to believe none of what he says and 1/2 of what you see. Start working with that. Oh, and go back and reread the post I sent you yesterday. Print it out if you have to.
Hang in there!
((((JKS))))
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It's easy to find our bottom, it is our top that requires cultivation.
Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife