My Story So Far. Is this even worth saving?

[timbits]

Thanks, Ben. That means a lot. I try not to bark at him, but I know my patience was tested this week, so I may have done so (I get cranky when sick, which isn't unlike most people). I know he's not a mind reader and I tend to be very direct. It's not that he wasn't noticing I need help or anything, it's like he resents me for being sick. IDK, I guess it's just a wart he has that I'll have to accept (ie loving him warts and all).

I'll just keep plugging along, doing what I'm doing. I can't control what he feels, thinks or does. The only thing I can control is myself, so I have to just hold onto that and have faith that it will all work out in the end.