It is gut wrenching. Especially not being with your little boy all the time and not being free to get pictures of him all the time. H and I used to send each other text pictures of our girls all day. I think you should think about cutting off the contact a little more from your W, dont text or give kid updates unless its an emergency. The fact is divorcing you means losing some of her time/contact with her kid. She needs to see what she is giving up not to punish her but to help you move on with your new relationship ((()))
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13