Accuray - that is really a wonderful post. Thank you so much for the feedback.
As I have written a few times here, I'm torn between two emotions: hurt and anger. (And I know I'm not alone in that). Overall though, I'm feeling calm. I look back at the past few weeks and when she was "touching down" I was definitely too aggressive. I just hope my lack of reaching out, doing my own thing, etc... is a good refresher for the situation.