My Story So Far. Is this even worth saving?

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Not necessarily to make him feel guilty, I was just irritated with how he has been acting. I mean, I have a cold, not an antibiotic resistant superbug. Honestly, his family is very messed up. His mother tends to get angry whenever any one else is sick as they are taking attention away from her. I honestly think that he feels it is somewhat normal to be annoyed whenever anyone is sick. You should have seen her when his father was diagnosed with cancer (he's fine now). She was furious with him. It was very messed up. My IC at the time said it was classic for NPD.

When he was sick with a stomach flu years ago, I took care of him. I got him food he could eat, got him medication, cleaned up when he didn't quite make it to the bathroom to throw up and tried everything to make him feel better. He kept saying, "You don't have to do this, I'm really sorry". People get sick. That's just what happens. There's no need to be sorry for it.

I know I probably shouldn't have said what I said. I was frusterated and not feeling well. It did seem to snap him out of it a bit and he's been a bit better (still not great, but a bit better) since. But if I was perfect, I probably wouldn't be on this board.

I haven't read that book yet. I'll have to check it out (Thank God for tablets. I can order tons of books and read them without H or anyone else seeing it). I'm still reading "When you think you aren't good enough" that was recommended to me earlier. I'm almost finished that. I usually read books fairly quickly (I LOVE to read), but I find with self help books, I have to take my time and let what I'm reading marinate a bit, lol.