Golf Mom, Lol.... I think I've met my twin. This is how I wish my relationship would be with Xh too. WE go on our journesy to come back to one another, and settle back in, but to a great life with an old friend.
Given we have faith in God GM, think about your prayers and your intentions. I write them down in a notebook and I keep it. Read them like your matra's. Im pretty amazed that all I've prayed for is starting to happen.
I believe in the power of prayer and intention. I knew for months that someone was going to give between us, and in reality I wanted it to. It just couldn't continue on. I prayed to God and let him know that I was aware that I needed to work on myself and so did XH. I remember one morning saying and just knowing we needed to separate because it was the only way we'd figure ourselves out.
Once again this is me thinking that what I pray for will follow suit of every detail I have imagined. I imagined if we were to separate it would be under the mutual circumstances of a controlled separation, working towards reconnecting in our marriage. Well it didn't work out the way I imagined it.
As I stand back, obeserve, and "let go"...(in tiny incriments) LOl, I see that everything I've prayed about IS coming to fruition. Im just too wrapped up in it not going the way I expected it to see the forrest for the trees sometimes.
And sometimes, Im even scared of that forrest too.
I've heard of the 4 agreements, I will check it out and the library and give it ago.
