Not sure where to start, Part 2

[wishing, hoping]

Good question BK. I have done a lot of research on this affair and I don't think it will last. The relationship is built on lies. H is running to fantasy and he is in crisis. Am I hurt? Hell yes. Do I still love him? Yes. If he came back with true remorse and was willing to do what it takes to reconcile would I? Yes. Would it be easy? Not at all.

I thought about bringing relationship stuff up in front of a counselor and seeing what the response was. That way I can't look like the total bad person. The last thing I want to do is throw him into her arms but I need to protect the best interest of my kids.

But then again I still wonder if I should just let it happen and let the chips fall where they may? I guess I will wait and see if he even has the guts to bring it up to me in the first place.