Yesterday evening she seemed a bit standoff-ish... she was on edge most of the evening as we went to meet a mortgage consultant to try and refinance our rental property. We had a quick dinner with her folks since they were watching our son. She was on edge. She again mentioned planning a vacation for us. I think we need to make this a priority! Looking back, I think she was crabby because of a stressful day at work and bad traffic. I need to stop thinking every bad mood is related to our situation.
We got home and put our son to bed, who is still under the weather. We looked at our schedules and decided to each take a half day off from work so one of us can care for him.
She then leaned in, grabbed my face softly and gave me a light kiss. She turned to walk away, looked back and said "I love you." I smiled and said, "I love you too." She smiled and walked away.
This is another ok day from HER. But I need to continue working on ME. I went out with a friend last night and had a great time. I didn't talk about R at all, which is unusual for me in a time of relationship trouble. It was relaxing and great to take my mind off of our situation.
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done
