Sorry, Ro, hope you're feeling better. These things wear on us emotionally, physically & spiritually.
A perspective I try and keep and feel free to take it or leave it but I try and remember that each one of us have free will. We can choose to do good or otherwise. Any one of us can be impacted negatively by others poor choices regardless of the positive choices we make each day.
It goes back to what we can control and what we can't. My relationship with God is not based upon the choices of others and IMO, I won't hold God accountable for when others make choices that I feel are not what God would prefer.
I fully believe God is still there for you and is walking with you. He knows what you're made of and maybe this sitch, as unfortunate as it is, may help you see what you are made of for yourself and how God will see you through.
((Ro))
I totally agree with you. I KNOW God has been with me and has never left my side. How else would I even have the strength to do what I'm doing?
Sometimes I just feel like God is thinking I'm must stronger than I actually am. I do want to scream out Why can't my life be easier? There's a reason for everything...including what I'm going through. I know I'll come out greater and better on the other side, but going through it is not easy for me. But in the words of Israel and New Breed...I'm moving, moving, forward...
Thanks for your words of encouragement. It reall means alot.