I try and remember that each one of us have free will. We can choose to do good or otherwise. Any one of us can be impacted negatively by others poor choices regardless of the positive choices we make each day.
It goes back to what we can control and what we can't. My relationship with God is not based upon the choices of others and IMO, I won't hold God accountable for when others make choices that I feel are not what God would prefer.
I like your perspective here CES^^^.
Hope you are having a better day Ro. As much as things may seem to suck I do see a lot of positives in your sitch. What can you do to focus on those more instead of the negative feelings you are having? What you focus on expands right?