My stomach is in knots.... Everything seemed to be moving forward. We were communicating better than ever...actually just getting to be friends again...laughing, going to the gym every night and having dinner together, texting and talking. ***Then W put up a wall, grew cold... now she is telling me that we need to get together to talk about the future, and future expectations... I don't get a nice,warm fuzzy feeling from this either. She said that there is not om, I kinda believe her- because she obviously doesn't care about crushing me emotionally if you know my sitch. I'm so tired of all of this...I'm powerless & am just stuck going for this horrible ride. I'm having trouble concentrating on work, I'm always tired, ... Afghanistan was an amusement park compared to the Hell that I'm dealing with at home. My reserve of Hope and Optimism is almost depleted. Maybe I need to start from the basics again- I just don't know.
(F.K.A. Broken422)
US 40's M 17,T 19 2 BOYS 13,16 Divorced 4/2012 11/2011 W SAID SHE WANTS D
"When it is dark enough,you can see the stars"- Ralph Waldo Emerson
