This ultramarathon has plenty of hills, no?

[jbnati]

TG, thanks for stopping in.

I think I'm going to have to marinate on all of this a bit, but..

You are still watching her.

I don't think I can deny this is true.

I think I vacillate between putting energy into watching/waiting and just living my life. I'm in a much better place when I'm living my life.

and it is still an invitation to the past.

Well, if it's an invitation to the past, I don't want to go there myself, do I? I have my life headed in a direction I particularly like right now and I don't want to go back to the way it was.