Thanks Guys,

I know you are right...All I can do is put on my best face and go forward...showing as little insecurity as possible.

I know who I am. I just do not feel appreciated at ALL!

I could be the most loving, supportive, positive person in the world and he wouldn't notice.

So why am I even trying?( good question if I do say so myself)

I left to pick him up and met the cutest man in the elevator. I went to the car and the tire was flat again.
He offered to go with me to fill it.(Just next door to the gas station.)

get this.....He's a lawyer.....I honestly feel like laughing at the irony!

He asked me to dinner, if I'm in town tommorow....

Picked up T....he seems just okay.....I can't tell much of anything at this point about

Got back to the Hotel, and tried to microwave some dinner...the microwave quit....So I toddled on down to the lobby to get help and another gentleman struck up a convo....he invited me to lunch tommorow...

What ever this Karma is...it's good for the ego!!!

haha

Okay, I will just keep my sunny side up....nothing negative...I just have to refuse to be a doormat.

This should be an interesting few days...

Thank you for your support!!!!!!!!
I really needed it!!

I think I am more angry than sad and more frustrated than worried.

I need to focus on me more.
I think when I focus too much on him I get down, Right?

I am going to go GET in that Whirlpool!!!!
and then I'm going to eat......hmmmmmm what do you suggest Betsey???

The grocery stores here are amazing...after being in such a small town it feels like "food nirvana"

Big step:
i just typed this in front of T.( well he can't see the screen he just knows I'm typing alot).....I don't give a damm right at the moment what he thinks.

Later Ladies
Hugs,
Trish