Well I made it all through weekend of no contact. Talked today. Unfortunately I had a complete breakdown. So much for patience! I did have a heart to heart, and she came over, I had a gift I wasnt sure I was going to give but since I cried I figured what the heck. First time I was aloud a kiss on lips. Man that was great. A simple kiss but she did it. Back to my goals tomorrow, I do suppose being genuine is one of my goals because it does seem to have an effect. Just not so often.
