DBing while settling finances

[needgrace]

Thank you, Cadet. I have stopped myself from calling/writing/texting.

I think I have been working too hard on myself and that is adding to my depression. My C said that I am a classic high achiever and when I set a goal I go after it hard.

Looking at all the things I want to change begins a cycle of blaming myself and getting stuck in "should ofs" instead of looking for ways to move forward.

I need more fun, less seriousness right now. But I sure do wish the time gift had a better return policy.

Thanks again, Cadet, for caring. It means a lot.