Interesting update for the day (that may or may not mean anything...)
W called a few times today to actually 'temperature check' me on if I was going to reach out to this 'friend' in a crazed frenzy. I told her I wouldn't (which I intend to hold to). She said that my behavior has been different the last few days and that it was 'unsettling' to her. She wasn't sure what to make of it.
I thanked her for noticing, but am not clinging to this comment as any potential turnaround. I keep on 'keepin on' with trying to detach and 180 myself. For the first time since my D-day (3-20-12), I feel some semblance of regaining composure with my life.
