Stuck in Holding Pattern

[ben11]

Haha yeah I watched that scene too right after. I should watch that on my next night off. Great flick.

Thanks for the advice. I agree. Limbo really does suck. My problem is I go back and forth so much in my own head with what direction I want to take.

I'll have 4 hours where I'm convinced I just need to tell her to grab the rest of her stuff, get her to tell me its not going to work, so I can just move on.

For other chunks of the day, I want to 'prove' to her that she IS special to me, and make her really believe it. Just do what ever it takes.

And the rest of the day I just think, "I don't care about what happens, I'm just going to do what I want and whatever happens, happens"

Gr8, are you suggesting that I don't reply to anything she texts me? Like if she sends me a random text with a funny picture in it that I don't even acknowledge it?