I've been gone for a few days... Job hunting, adjusting back to being a SAHM, and generally dealing with being a single mom
I've gotten to the place where I can not be emotionally stabbed by every action or words that H does... I find myself being angry just by being around him. I'm on my way to the place where I have no reaction to him at all.
You all have read my thoughts and feelings about his upcoming deployment and how it's going to effect my kids. Well, today- H told me that he wants to tell S6 this weekend about the D. He also said that he doesn't need my permission nor need me to be present for the talk, but I was welcomed to join. REALLY?! He also had the courtesy (*sarcastic*) to say that he wasn't trying to *force* me or back me into a corner- OMG!!! Really?! As if I'm going to step aside and let him say whatever he wants to- I'm not going to let him say "We've decided to D." NOPE! *WE* didn't decide anything.
I've suggested before, and did again, that we consult our C about the best way to approach our son... his response was that a stranger wouldn't be able to tell us what's best for our son. [this guy is really starting to p!ss me off!!]
I'm sick to my stomach over this. Not about the D (in fact I'm having neutral feelings about it lately- especially the more that he's a jerk to me), I'm sick over breaking my son's heart.
This is going to be a cr@ppy week.
M-31, H-31 T-9, M-7 S-6, s-20mth sep 8/1/11 ILYNILWY 11/29/11 Creating separation papers. Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12 H moves out 1.20.12
