My hand is sore and swollen, but not looking infected. Great bruise forming.....

I'm in the middle of a pity party here. Sorting out the bills and making list of all the accounts I want STBX to take his name off of. Trying to make sense of it all. Deciding there is no making sense of it.

I should be in bed sleeping, but just can't get there. I know it sounds stupid, but I wish I was alreasy done with this, and could see better times.

I've been working on my quilt for the show. And it is turning out nice. I was thinking about the big beautiful first quilt I made. I never put it on our bed, we never slept under it together. I have some fancy matching pillow shams I was making. So I'm kinda glad, I can use that when I start my new life where ever it is I land.

I use the Life is Good! motto on FB. I actually went on there and took my whole little about me section and deleted it and just wrote "Under Construction".

I also made it so my relationship status didn't show. Because none fit! I keep telling myself it will all work out. But sometimes I wonder how!

Good night all!


Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32
D final 9/12
Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!