NRTS (Not Repairable at This Station)

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I went to the lawyer and started the paperwork today. I've been suprisingly calm. The lawyer had to leave early, as he was having chest pains. So I need to go back in and finish going through numbers with him. I called later and he is following up with his doctor, so hopefully he will be okay. He did say we can be divorced by the end of July/early August.

I get sadder when I am around STBXH. Guess because he is so darn happy to be getting rid of me. I really don't see this living in the same house as anything but bad right now. And don't know what to do except keep leaving when I want to tell him off.

I just listened to that old song "Rose Garden". What a timely one that is for me.

My STBX just consulted with me about what he is watching on TV, and it seemed to me he wanted me to go in there and watch with him. And I'm just not gonna do it. I need to be alone, away fromm him and not part of him as a couple anymore.

And more importantly, I'm not going to keep fixing all his problems for him. Heck I can barely fix my own!

Off to hide in my sewing room!