Well, I tried the bridesmaid's dress on. Is horrified too strong a word? UGH! I just keep telling myself it's only one day that I have to be embarassed.
Lots of goings on in my head these days but I just keep pushing it aside and trying to focus on my short term goals. It doesn't help my sleeping at all though. Since I push it all away it comes back in my dreams and wakes me up. I end up wide awake for several hours in the middle of the night and that is definitely not doing me any good! I'm thinking I need to break out my journal again and just write it all down. Maybe it will get it out of my head enough that I can sleep.
We'll see.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
