Not sure where to start, Part 2

[wishing, hoping]

So it is official. H has moved into the spare bedroom. I shouldn't let it bother me but it just seems so cold. So distant. So uncaring. I remember how he used to tell me he could not sleep well unless I was near him.

So I don't know if it because he can't stand being around me or if it because OW is out in the open now and he feels too guilty to sleep in the same room as me. It just hurts. But I don't know how more distance is going to help our situation. Seems like we should get closer not farther away from each other.

This just feels so wrong.