Interesting way to look at it, and I can see your point. I guess I just lose faith that she will ever see and believe that what I have done in terms of changing is real and not a ploy. It hurts that she seems to still have no faith in me in spite of the work that I have done. I know that it is my own fault that she doesn't trust - for all the same reasons that she is a WAW. I, in the past, have given her every reason to not believe me through my blindness and inability to see how my actions had hurt her. Some guess now I am reaping what I sowed.
I hope you are right, NLW. I hope that one day she will start to trust me again. Maybe tonight I am feeling more hopeless than normal, but it just seems like she never will again from where I am sitting right now.
