Thanks Merlot, thanks for your gentle reminder and kind words. Yes, work is therapy isn't it. Thank God for work. The only thing is that my work might very well involve this process I'm going through (I'm an artist and a part of me wants to express all this, process it through my camera - another part of me wants to keep it separate so that I have my mind on something else. Me, I'm trying to decide.)
I went to the video store - same one my H uses. They said, "You just missed your H." Eventually, they said, "You guys keep missing each other." We've been going to that video store for 10 years at least - it's the same lady in there all these years. She knows us well. Anyway, I said we were separated. She said she was wondering if that was the case.
Today was a tough one, but I'll be fine. I haven't had one of these days in a little while. I shall have to plan something for next Sunday. It does go up and down doesn't it - I forgot about all that.
I did some visualising, and it helped a lot, I should do some more.
PS - I do have a kitty - two actually. They keep me going
