Well, he was back Saturday and we had a good time catching up and hanging out for awhile, then we started in on relationship talk. I knew when it started I shouldn't be doing it. It was like a car crash. We went at it for 3 hours. Then texted even more. I know how he feels about all of this stuff, but it is like once he starts in I keep asking questions to see if anything else has changed and it just keeps getting worse and worse. I feel like I am so emotionally drained. And feel like it is my own fault for letting it keep going. I have got to start taking the divorce busting techniques serious and use them consistently!
In a nutshell, he still wants a divorce, he will probably try for it after the baby comes, and he is thinking about possibly seeing a lawyer now to just see what that all entails. That last part is new and probably due to the intense conversation between us. I am really doing bad at keeping everything positive and just agreeing with what he says and not taking things deeper.
M 36 H 36 D9,S6, Expecting D in August 2012 M 13 T 18 Told me he wanted to separate 12/31/2011 Moved Out 2/2/2012 Didn't want to work on things, wanted divorce 4/20/2012
