Venting:

Okay the itinerary H sent me said he was supposed to fly home yesterday and be home last night. He still is not here and no calls no nothing. I have two children who are wondering where their daddy is. So either he itinerary changed and he never sent me the update or else he left the airport and drove two hours to see OW. I was hoping our discussion last week about him being around on the weekends to see the kids would have hit home more but I guess I was wrong.

H is surely sick as someone with cancer to avoid his own children to be with OW. The man I married would never have acted this way. I just feel so hopeless. I know it has nothing to do with me but again H clearly intends to miss another soccer game. I can detach easily when it comes to myself but I find it infuriating when he behaves this way with the kids.


AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012
Two kids, one dog
D Final 6/18/14
J marries OW 1/24/15
"No matter where you go, there you are"