thinking on new life w/o X

[forward]

I believe that after all this time, I have been able to let go.

X and I are cooperative and a little friendly.

I think that New Guy has made me re-think a lot of aspects of my past R. I did love X and I wanted to be with him. In the end, though, he just didn't want to be with me enough to put in any effort.

I have had trouble letting go. I am not sure I will eve forget the hurt and the challenges.

But X has his own life. I need to have mine.