I know what you mean about the jealousy thing. I am slowly coming to realize though that if I'm happy and living my life that is something that he can be jealous of.
I know he can't be truly happy with his life and the decisions he has made. A lot of his friends have lost total respect for him and he will not hang out with the friends that are married. He has only been hanging out with (from what I hear) friends from work who are okay with what he is doing because most of the ppl at his work have done this, too!
However, I don't really care anymore what he is doing or not doing, because I am having a good time with family and friends and trying to stay busy. Do I have my ups and downs EVERY day?!?! YES!!!!! Do I still want him home? YESSS!
Like you said, we press on nonethless!
AND--18 days into going dark and still NOTHING! He has furniture and memorabilia things at our house still and he had this weekend off and he still didn't come get it.
M: 27 H: 28 T: 8 yrs M: 6 yrs Sep: 2/18/12 (I have no feelings for you!) EA/PA Uncovered: 2/26/12 H introduces OW to his fam: June H moves ALL stuff out: July
