Maybe I'm hormonal but I am upset. H is busy all weekend with this big event taking him out of the house so I barely see him.
Last night he slept on the couch.... Again. (at least he's here, right?). I'm so lonely and miss him sleeping next to me. Usually before I go to bed, I say: the bed is big up there, lots of room for you and me if you are interested. Goodnight! Last night when he asked why I was touching his back while he was going sleep, I said "because I miss you. you are important to me and I need you." He feel asleep and I went upstairs.
(remember that we have alternating schedules and I wasn't as forward with my feelings about him in a loving, touchy way before).
So I woke up alone and he was rushing out and I woke up with the same anxious feelings of two Tuesdays ago.
