I have been DBing... I supose. Although I don't think she is coming any closer to working on us, I feel fine.
Basically no contact or talk other than S. We are still sharing the same house. I listen with interest if she shares a tidbit about her day, and then go on about my life. I have not heard any more about moving out, but I don't think she has changed her mind at all.
I am not sure if my LRT is doing anything. But then again, it is a last resort. And not garaunteed to do jack. Maybe, helps save face and dignity.
I have been unconcerned and quite upbeat. I wonder why she continues to be so depressed with her tone toward me on the phone or in person. So strange to me. Quite monotone and without any emotion the majority of the time. Why not just be normal?
I have faced the fact that our M is over. Perhaps maybe, just maybe, there is the slightest chance for a new R between us in the future. I am no longer holding my breath.
W and S recently took a trip back home to see relatives. I couldn't make it bc of work obligations. She spent a little time with my family while gone. And I don't think she broke any D news to her people. Her dad and I talked on the phone yesterday and he just wanted to brag about was the nice catfish he was catching.
S is doing pretty well. He has become a little more clingy lately. It is uncharacteristic for him bc he has always been so independent and very sure of himself. I can't help but think it has to do with our sitch and W spending lots of time away from home.
