NRTS (Not Repairable at This Station)

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Hey KML! My DIL will easily get a job she is a 4'9" tall Fillapino/German most beautiful smart energetic bartender you ever met! Her regulars give her more gifts for birthdays, Christmas etc than you can believe. I'm sure she will find a spot there! And my older son does solar installs, and now manages the warehouse for the company he works for now. Solar is pretty big in CA, I'm sure it will work out for him, too.

Most people commute to the bigger towns for work there.

I might leave my youngest here, he just got that apprenticship with the jeweler. He said he will decide when we get closer to moving. He can catch up later, if need be.

I am having a melt down kind of day. And know that everyone on here knows that when I complain about what is happening I am leaving out all the parts where I did stupid stuff that didn't help my marriage.

I sometimes feel like I have done so many things wrong that I am just getting what I deserve. But then I think how my H and I have never solved a problem. Just ignored it, let it pass and now here are all those problems all nice and fermented and blowing up in my face. And I think he and I each put our problems into that fermenting vat of problematic crap stew.

I guess I want to say to everyone here I appreciate all the support. I sometimes feel guilty, that if you knew the whole story from day one you might not be so sympathetic.

I'd write the whole story here, but heck, I'm saving that for when I really write a book.