I don't think you're actually reading what others are posting to you. There are no short answers or shortcuts through this.

Is your W still seeing the OM?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER