See? You are letting your wife affect everything you're doing. And it's not her fault. It's yours. You are allowing it to affect you.
That's why I say that you have to concentrate on something other than your wife. You can't keep coming up with schemes or plans to try and get her back. You must concentrate on your life now.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.