Sandi you hit the nail right on the head. If I didnt know better Id say youve been around her. Yes she is not the girl I married! But she would tell you that she is. She has become someone else.
Your explaination of wanting to separate makes sense. That is why she was so nice before she left. She wanted to make sure she got her house and other things. She told me if we got back together we could always sell her house. Right. She continues to fill it with new furnture, painting and decorating. She also spends huge amounts on the kids. Shes never leaving that house and she certainly isnt preparing it to be our new beginning.
I feel bad for her. I feel that im beginning to find myself, and she is losing herself. Its hard to watch knowing that I still love her and want her to come back. But I am also seeing that that isnt going to happen right now if ever. How will I know when ive had enough?
