H comes home, kids are all here. I get him in private and tell him about the lawyer, appointment, details. He seems happy. I guess because I am once again doing all the dirty work. It just cuts me to the core that he can be so easy going about this. No big deal. I'm pretty sure he is more afraid to go to the doctors than to divorce me.
Then he looks at the Guide on the TV and says to me that a show we like is on tonight, am I going to watch it with him? So I bailed to my Woman Cave while dinner cools down enough to eat.
I also am confused by my kids actions lately. I think they are worried about what is going on and they are practically living here again. I can't figure out if they are trying to fix things, because when this all started in ernest was when they moved out. My younger son is also hanging out with us more. Maybe they are just confused and gathering around to spend more time with their dad, giving him a chance to make a connection with them.
All I know is I am REALLY WANTING to have a R talk with H. And KNOW I shouldn't.
Thank you, venting over and I bet the red beans ans rice is cool enough to eat!
Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32 D final 9/12 Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!
