Not sure where to start, Part 2

[wishing, hoping]

So today IDK what is going on? Not sure if it is the meds or if I have finally cracked, but today I feel okay. I feel like no matter what happens I will be okay. I actually started feeling (gasp) happy! Not sure how long this will last, but I like it. : )

Came up with a few 180s for myself. I have been doing a lot of soul searching and deciding what I really want to change for myself and to make myself a happier, more positive person.

1) Be more genteel. Not so abrupt.
2) Be careful with my dry humor around people. Sometimes people think I am being critical when I am actually trying to throw humor into the situation.
3) Be more outgoing.
4) Be less nervous.
5) Learn to express my concerns without trying to bully my own way.
6) Stop criticizing. Stop complaining.

I think the bulk of my problem is I have always suffered from anxiety but never really could deal with it well. Hopefully getting help from my family doctor and my counselor will be a step in the right direction.

Hoping for a bright day for all!