Thanks so much SS. Your post gave me hope. I am excited that your H is interested again and I admire your strength. I will check out your sitch tonight to learn from you.

I am trying to GAL but today has been tough and I sure don't feel like it. But I need to remember that I have had these days before and they don't last...tomorrow is a new day and I will feel better.

I am having a tougher time with the 180's. I have been able to not call or contact her which is positive.... but I have a struggle not responding to her contacts with me with anger and hurt. I need to stop that and I commit myself to that anew today.

I even tried tapping (EFT) therapy today, followed a video. It actually helped for few moments but I am not sure if it is the power of suggestion. Any one else use it?


Me(f): 51 W: 41
DP:8 M:3 T:10
"W not happy" 7/11
D final: 8/13