What do I do next? Part 3

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I am one who rarely is at a loss for words, but the actions or rather in-actions of my W just floored me. This is a woman that I am passionately in love with, who has the largest, most caring heart I've ever known, and to have that kind of unemotional reaction...I'm left to wonder just what happened to my W? What happened to the loving and caring mother of our children? I am simply without words.

She is in an impenetrable FOG. Nothing you can do or say will change that. At least not right now. So quit trying so hard.

I went to see my IC yesterday and told him about my exhaustion over dealing with my own sitch which has been going on since last September. He reminded me that I have been putting so much energy into this thing that my mental and physical reserves are running low and this explains my exhaustion. And when you think about it, who wouldn't be?

He suggested I do visualization exercises that help me put my mind in a better place. Here are some ideas he suggested:

- List those things that make me happy
- What do I like to do
- Visualization exercise of me when i am most happy
- What type of relationship do I want to have

Although I paid for this advice, I am sharing it with you at no cost. Just see if you can't get your mind to a better place.